Saturday, March 24, 2007
today is such a bore. went out with michelle to the library, to make some researches on our fnn practical RE-TEST. shall not talk abt the retest, the experience suck. so aniwae, after the book-hunting, we went around whitesands, window-shopping, grab a snack or two n a drink. after we're done with those, we decided to head home.
on the way to the exit, we met weixin, jason and lynn. they were on their way to the bbq party which 3e3 held but visited the mall for awhile to grab some things. well, its more like weixin n lynn going to their bbq party, while jason on the other hand was invited. some subject teachers will be there i guess... tats abt it for the day i tink.
saturdays are a bore to me. my saturdays last year is nvr going to be same as this year. saturdays last year are meaningfully spent with me beloved 3 bestest frens in the whole wide world. but saturdays this year are unmeaningfully spent alone, all by myself at home. even if there are activities on these days, its nvr gonna be the same. perhaps not now. PERHAPS. i dun tink us 4 will ever be hanging out together ever again. 1 of us has gladly mixed with the other group, maybe not wishing to come back to us. n the other 1 of us is busy with her life n her guy. n the other of us has been glued to his old buddies. so it leaves me alone.
sometimes i wonder, am i the only one who wants everlasting frenships? wen we were frens back then, u guys alerted me tat we arethe best n will only want us and only us as ur "bestfrens for life". but after a separation of class has been made, u guys dont seemed to be doing wat uve told me. i didnt expect u guys to still treat me like a bestfren, but u didnt even treat us like a fren animore. wenever we walked past each other, u didnt even smile or sae hello.
disappointed.
baby, you're the best part of my day.
7:14 PM