Sunday, April 01, 2007
yesterday:
i got so fucked up by michelle. n i still am. she was practically controlling me, embarassing me in front of the juniors, pissing me off n definitely testing my patience. there was this once, we had to teach the sec1s to start the fire using charcoals n firestarter. after tat, they were supposed to try doing it on their own in groups, to make sure they understood the procedures. aniway, they were divided into 3 groups. i was in charge of one, my job was just to guide them. it went on well, they cud start the fire and all. it was all neat n tidy before. but theres this one gal, who loves to blow the fire(supposed to blow wen theres no fire), when the fire is already blazing. as a result, it got into a mess. n the fire moved to the side. n michelle came n said:
MICHELLE: aiyoh. amirah, u see lah. why very messy. the fire also at the side. very dangerous u noe!
ME: wat? i didnt do it, it was them. they were the ones who kept playing with the fire. why are u scolding me??
MICHELLE: ya, but ure suppose to guide them! wahlau eh u!
ugh! i swear i cud haf throw her into the fire. n well, the juniors felt guilty n apologised to me. but she still continued the blowing. ugh!
there was another part. weixin asked me to check on the sec2s, on their 90 degrees turn. it was practices for commendation day. i worked with weixin, observing n correcting the juniors. she asked me to help her coz there are many of them for her to handle alone, n also i didnt need to practice for myself, on MC, i cant go on parades. michelle was at the other side, training n teaching the new stuffs to the sec1s. wen they are all dismissed, she joined me n weixin. at tat time, the sec2s were on their push-up position coz they failed to follow her intructions.. n michelle came saying,
MICHELLE: eh, why are all of u on the ground?? u ask u all to do this one? weixin, u ah?
WEIXIN: ya laa. they keep on repeating their mistakes.
MICHELLE: but still, u didnt hafta punish them mah.
WEIXIN: then u want them to go on commendation day with this kind of standard isit???
MICHELLE: okok.
see, isnt she irritating. people noe wat they are doing. n so the training went on. i was kinda in charge of the pumping section. n she just hafta join in n kinda took over. ok fine, so i went back to work with weixin again. but she was blocking my view.
ME: michelle, can u move aside pls. i cant see their turn.
MICHELLE: u cannot move meh?? wahlau!
ME: theres bags all around me, how u expect me to move!
MICHELLE: u checking on them, ure 90 degrees perfect already meh??
i chose to ignore her. fuck laa.baby, you're the best part of my day.
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