Saturday, June 16, 2007
i dont care wat u think, honestly. i believe u shud noe by now, after 15 years, how to differenciate whether im in the mood or when im not. i think, as an older sister, u shud be understanding my body language. i dont understand why u seemed not to understand it. i didnt wanna call u an irritant or someting like that, but u made me to, coz u dont seemed to understand that im starting to get irritated by u, and i did gave warnings to get away. look, my days haf been hard alright. ive got problems all around my waist. n i was so expecting u to understand that i was in deep thoughts for my problems when i gave u my irritated body language, when u started to sit beside me on the couch and giving me hugs n stuffs. i dunnoe whether ur realie clueless, or ur just trying to get my attention or someting. if u want an apology, IM SORRY. give me a few more days to get back to myself and overcome all these bulls my friends has land me. just so u noe, its not easy.baby, you're the best part of my day.
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