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Wednesday, June 13, 2007

ouhkae.. so i had maths remedial just now morning. then in the noon, i went to accompany aliah to search pressies for her guy. during our outing together, she somehow blurted that during the holidays, she, min and hasif went out for awhile to lepaks. she said that after some time wen i told her that i dun haf ani hopes for us being together forever. it strucked me the moment she told me they went to lepak together. i mean, how come i wasnt aware of it?? how come i didnt get ani invitation for it?? u realie cant imagine how hurt n disappointed i was to hear those words from her mouth. i was realie expecting us to be together one day during the holidays. but without me knowing, they already had an outing earlier. aliah told me she smsed me, but I SWEAR i didnt receive ani msgs from u back then babe.

i had the hopes with me people. i had. n the least u 3 can do was to make the effort to invite me. even if it was just a short lepak, i wud be more than happy to hear ur invites. even if you guys knew i probably cannot make it, making the effort to think of it wud be more than enough for me guys. it hurts. do u guys realie dont need me around animore?? u guys didnt even looked happy wen we were out at downtown n PR park for my bdae. it hurts to actualie see that. insincerity. i still remember those words wen u guys actualie pleaded me to tag along for those lepak "sessions". i, of course am not expecting u guys to do just the same, but the least i wud appreciate was the thought. that is wat matters most to me. but noe wat? it doesnt matter la, its over aniwae. keep it up if u guys dont mind. it will definitely tell me that u guys dont need me animore, n thus i wont be hurt. ARGH!

baby, you're the best part of my day. 10:44 PM