Sunday, July 08, 2007
the month isnt going well for me, i must say. i dont understand why friends always has to be my problem. lately ive been having problems with friends, from the past and the recent ones. i just cant find friends that can truely understand me, besides shila. i mean, in my 15 years of living, shila is like the only person who understands me well. i didnt hafta say aniting, she knew it. just like i know her. but sadly, the friendship didnt remain as strong as before perhaps one reason she isnt in the same class as me animore, we hardly haf anitime to spend for each other, or to be spent together. but i still do love her, if only shes aware of it. but all these problems isnt realie a problem to me laa. just a disturbance, and tests from allah. n i wish, and hope that the friends can try to be more understanding with me, rather than just be angry or jealous or tight up for some small reasons. not pin-pointing to anione aite. and oh, iqa slept over my house yesterday night. it was great to have her arnd, just at the right time for me to share my problems with. though she doesnt realie advises or aniting, but she has the ears, which is good enough for me. and we slept like at 3am, waking up at 5 for the toilet and went back to sleep and woke up at 7 for madrasah. god, madrasah was so sleeepy. and we actualie had a test which we cant be bothered to study. hah! so perhaps till here. i got lots of homework to be done.baby, you're the best part of my day.
5:40 PM