Tuesday, October 30, 2007
i hate the situation i am in. i realie dont understand what has gotten into me. since yesterday, ive gone all emo and stupid shit like that. backing me up was the song sung by chris daughtry titled over you. it can be found on my rabbit's blog, if u wanna hear it. or senang2 ader youtube buat aper kan..
hmm, so am still wondering why im like this. perhaps its the things that has happened to me yesterday. firstly, i got to know that this guy that i just have a crush on, has a gf already laa seyy!! and for dunnoe what reason i saw them both together lovingly somewhere u guys dont have to know, coz if i say, some people might get the hint, which is what i totalie wanna avoid.
secondly, i dunnoe what the fcuking hell michelle problems was. she was barking at me at somepoint of time in school, when we were going home. she was kinda limping, so i asked her whats wrong with her leg. and she barked "why?! its not like as if u even cared!!", and she stomped off. like wth??? i have no idea if shes mad at me or someting coz i didnt spent the time with her in school, instead with alisa and the gang. but even if i were to spent it with her, its not like shes gonna appreciate my presence. she would be sticking with valarie and the gang instead. what the hell am i suppose to do?! and even IF u were mad at me about it, TALK michelle, TALK! for god's sake. he gave u a mouth to talk things out nicely, not bark at someone who was trying to be nice and concerned about you. GAHH!!
thirdly, MAYBE it was because i got to noe my dearRABBIT has a bf at a late notice. but it was due to some stupid late and inpunctual satellite that sends me the message 24 hours later. -_-" .
which causes me a little bit of shock, and it contributes teeny weeny amount of the emo period im having now. but hey rabbit, we're still cool babe.
and fourthly, this friend of dad's wanna come to our house for raya. and i end up cleaning the house all by myself. vacuuming, mopping, filling up the empty tupperwares, shifting and lifting heavy carpets. like HELL-LO! who's friends are coming again?? its so irritating la, to have 4 extra people in the house but having to work alone. like i can understand that u guys are tired coming home from school or work. but hey, i had school too okae!
haishh.
and i cant seem to cheer up even a single bit. and the song, at the sound of it, my heart starts to feel heavy and the tears start doing their collection and do their rock and ROLL down my cheeks. haiyaiyaiyaiyai. :'(
lets just hope that the november's hectic activities can help me forget all those unwanted things happened to me. november, im awaiting you.
till here.
u guys wont hear much from me..
so, take care...
baby, you're the best part of my day.
11:47 PM
i think theres more in the DG cam, but lets just upload it some other time. coz i think this post is looooonnngggg enough. aites? :D
nice eh? :)
candid laa! :D
and last but not least, thats the bruise i got for accidentally stepping onto a plug! ouch! try experiencing the excruciating pain urself. its easy, just face the 3 points upwards, and stomp ur feet on it. thats the pain im going thru. :DD