- You made me special ;

Friday, March 28, 2008

basically, the week went on quite okay. i dont think i shud blog about what happened all the way back from last saturday? haha. malas laaa. =/

so lets start with sunday? :D well, sunday, arnd 3plus, i went over to amina's void deck to study. and do homework. heh. shah joined in after awhile. and so did he. (: ermm, did homework and studied until around 7plus, then went home.

next, the weekdays, nothing interesting or fun to update on. just that i had 2.4 just now. and i think i failed, BY A FEW SECONDS. -.- thanks to the stitches ehh. -NOT!

oh oh! i forgot. haha. yesterday, i met and made a new friend. (: he is shah's bestfriend. heh. no need update too much about him laa ehh. :D

andand, just for ur info laa, the pics updated in this post is produced from a meeting that nazmi, michelle, firdaus and i attend. a meeting of our own laa. haha. its actually to do our ss essay. (: but hey, its a superduper fun meet ehh! gerek giler tauu! we are the ones who filled macdonalds with our noises and laughters! hahaha. :D

hahaha. just look at me and nazmi. muke bahagia siak miraa. hahah. okay diam. -.-

okay, byebye people.
take care. (:

baby, you're the best part of my day. 4:04 PM

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

1st day of sch yesterday was fine, not exactly great nor exciting or anything. overall, it was kinda a boring day. anihow, me and ikah realised that for every monday, the only period we both looked forward to is physics. haha. not because we love the subject, but because we both get to sit with each other in the lab. which also means being plain crazy with each other while mr.lim is busy teaching. -.- :D

basically, if u wna know some of the incidents happened during the lessons, feel free to read from ikah's bloggie. heh. cos i dont see the point in typing the exact same story as she did. kan same anw. hahha. :D

after sch that day, amina and i went ahead to her void deck to study. i think ive found a new place for me to study peacefully. its so quiet and peaceful there, though theres still people walking to and fro. but being there, i can find myself completing my work quite efficiently. cheyy. :P at arnd 5.20pm, he came by. im not sure whats wrong with me yesterday, but was sure that i wasnt in a good mood. apologies to u, for having treated like an ass. :/ sorry. lalalaa~

wellwell, the picture above is me, with my twin sister, shila. yes, i know. i look like one shitty ass, but thats like 2 years ago.. muke maseh sekental kental nyer.. but im not saying im so much better today, but i think i am. :D hahaha. okay, back to the topic. naahh, i just wanted to say that i miss her sooooooo much. really really much. i have to admit, she was the only one true friend i had back then when i was in lower sec. she has always been there for me, wud go through thick and thin with me. and when i say thick, i meant, REALLY THICK. shes really a friend, one of a kind.

i still remember those days when shed come over my house, and we'd just slack on my bed, or play the computer together, sing loudly in my bedroom like nobody's business and more.. really nice, those memories, eh shila? i really need u to know that u are badly missed by me. honestly, days before u texted me that ur back from msia, i was talking and complaining abt how much ive missed u and all, to bad and him. u can go ask her, and him. but idk how uh. heh.

and yeah, u and i missed each other, i know u missed me like shit kan.. hahaa. :D :D hellyeah we've missed alot from each other's lives too. really cannot deny that. and im sorry, for not attending our supposedly meeting, yesterday. i was being such a bitch to make u wait. but ive got mt remedial. and im sorry too, that i didnt make it today too. :/ i didnt know that ur gna wait for me, or we're gna meet even. im really really sorry. :( sorry eh?

we do it tmr okay? i really got nothing on tmr. and this time, perhaps u can wait for me outside my class? just to ensure i dont go aniwhere else aft sch tmr. :/ amcm?

and i do realise that in term 1, ive been slacking in my work, not exactly because of his presence. i was already slacking, even before he exist. but dont worry, im already trying to buck up in school, getting back to the enthusiastic amirah, who is keen to learn and ace through her studies. -.- its hard yaww. haishh.

i guess id just end till here. do understand the reason why, if i dont update that quite often yaww. time obviously is not on my side. -.- okay, talking crap. so i better take my leave, before i start flowing the post with craps, and more craps.
byebye people.
take care. <3

*and i see, uve either deleted ur bloggie, or uve changed ur link. hahaha. bitch. :D

baby, you're the best part of my day. 5:40 PM

Friday, March 14, 2008

had commendation day practice in school just now. was quite tiring, but had alil fun too. it was so nice of mr. latiff to buy us bread, and also 100plus, to boost our energy? hahaha. awww, so sweet of him. :P ohyeah, thanks lammie for waking me up tadi pagi. (:

wellwell, i went blog-hopping just now. and i went hopping to his. okay, sounds weird.. aniway, i read his post about his day with this girl name ___ . seemed normal. but i remembered him saying about her blog. and i saw her link. and i regret clicking it. cos shes like one TOOOOOT bitch. aiyoo. in one post, she can mention about 6 different guys, and missing and loving all of them? gosh, what a flirt. it wouldnt bother me even one bit, but one of the 6 guys was him! how could i not bother??

but then again, hes not mine yet. so, i should care laa right.. :/ girl, if u think flirting with him makes u happy, and u wna make him ures, hes all ures. fortunately hes not one of those boys that made any impact on my life, so i guess it wont affect me much in anyway. goodluck to you! cos for all i know, hes not interested in u anyway. -.-

and oh, u, i tau u bace ni.. i know the previous post mcm melebih of me.. -.- hahha. over reacted laa. diam laaa. :x but tell me, who wudnt be mad or angry after reading that message u sent me, but of course with the thinking that it was for you. alaaa, dah lepas laa. dont think im over reacting okay? :D mampos. memalukan siaa. dah diam.

okay, so till here. im going out tmr. hope will TERserempak ngn amina and shah. (: hahhaha.
byebye people!
take care.
and schoolmates, GO FINISH UP UR HOMEWORK! :D

baby, you're the best part of my day. 11:36 PM

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

seeing that ive not updated for quite some time, i shant update abt the past then. i shall just update on the events which happened recently. aites? (:

well well, what happened recently eh? erm.. lets go back to as far as last saturday, 080308. the date and day itself, meant someting to me. it does, right amina and shah? :/ hehs. met him, amina and shah. and we went to TM to get ain's bdae present. :D after that, went jalan2 for awhile, while waiting for that person to finish wrapping ain's pressie. after collecting the pressie, we went to afghan. the motive was to accompany shah to get someting from there. unfortunately, his hopes were dashed. eh shah eh? ahahah :D

we slacked at the area around afghan for awhile. arnd 6.30pm, we made a move, to proceed to ain's bdae chalet. (: he didnt come along, cos i told him not to. muahaa. anw he had to meet his friend at city hall. so yeahh. mina, shah and i had a great time that evening.
best kan shah, bawak orang masok salah tempat! ahahah! :D and he and amina kept bullying me. gaahhh! amina amek chan jek eh!

anihow, it was fun laa. atleast hes not as kukumalu as before. hahaha.

*fast forward to monday, 100308* after mt mock exam, amina and i went to tamp mrt station to meet him. again. heh. :D then we head on to amina's void deck. i did some maths homework. after that, we basically just slacked and played around. ahaha. amina keeps laughing when she sees him shaking his head to the songs we played. ahahaa.
"aku tngk dier gerak kepale, buat aku mcm nak joget jgk laa siaa! ahahha!"

and oh, did u know? they share their own little secrets with each other.. ahaha. tkpe2.. :P basically, i had fun with him that day. he said someting real sweet when i was about to alight from the bus to my bustop. but i found myself not being able to reply what he said. perhaps its just not the time yet? :/ the feelings are not there yet i suppose.

however, what u texted me today, made me think twice. was the message for you, or for ur friend? but i thought he already had a gf? i was disappointed. and u didnt even bother to apologise. or perhaps ur too dumb to even realise that uve done someting wrong? with this, sometimes u make me wish like i would have said someting more about saifudin to shah right in front of ur face. perhaps that wudve made me feel better today? u make me feel like theres no regrets in what i did yesterday to you. can i take my apologies back then? :/ tskk.

u can continue praying that u'll be the one i accept in future, and not nazrul. and u can stop, anitime u want to. :/

till here,
take care peeps. (:

baby, you're the best part of my day. 12:37 AM