Friday, January 23, 2009

family and i went out for dinner at pizza hut. :D it was an occassion to celebrate for my siblings and i for passing our Olevel's results. :D yeaaayy!
it was just a short outing. and also quite a tensed one, i can say. maybe i was acting like everything else is normal, but deep down inside i felt super awkward, and i was afraid all along. i wouldnt wna say the wrong things at the wrong time to kakak, and make her go all teary and everything. so yeah, after dinner, all of us were tired, from school, from work, and from whatever else.
also on that same fateful night, i got a news from bad that my sister's bf's younger brother had just passed away. goodness, how sad. he's only sec 1 this year, and has yet to experienced the bliss being in secondary school. =/
im thankful that my life has been extended till this far, but im praying for it to be extended till even more further. hehh. :D amin. well, i dont know what else to say abt khairul's departure. but im sure he'd be safe and happy there in heaven. though ive not met him in person, but i know he is one good boy.
and to kakak, i think i could imagine how u felt. the news came about so suddenly. if i were him, i would be in so much grieve. kakak i know there are time u read my blog. so here i am, telling u, to help me tell kathy, that he might have lost a younger brother. but i would still forever be here as his younger sister. okay? :'(
alaa, i want to cry already. haish.
goodbye people.
goodnight. baby, you're the best part of my day.
11:48 PM